I have traveled to Utah to get my normal scans done (MRI, CT, and bone scan). It's really silly how every time I get ready for them, I am so nervous. I am so scared I may hear some news I don't want to hear. But then in the back of my mind I feel like everything is going to be fine. I heard that this is normal. I hope so. So here I am preparing myself. I am excited to go see some of the nurses that were so good to me. I call them friends. It's funny how I forget what floor I need to go to see them AND get my scans done. It's not like I haven't been there plenty of times before. Maybe someday I will remember, but until then I will be the women who pushes the elevator buttons on each floor to look out to see if I recognize anything!!! I'm crazy.
I am also turning the BIG 30 next week!!! Yeah!!!! I know to some that is still a baby age, but to me it is a mile stone. I remember when I was sick I kept saying that I haven't even been able to turn thirty yet. I didn't want to die without turning the BIG 30. Everyone is always talking about them turning thirty and how some didn't mind it and how some did. I am excited. I can finally be out of the twenties. On to a new number now. I hope the thirties are fabulous. I need them to be. Randy asked me if it is all I thought it would be now. Turning thirty. Well it isn't. I don't feel any different. I am just so happy to be alive and here to celebrate another birthday. It will be so dang fun!! I just had to share a few thoughts/feelings. I will have to post after my doctors appointment on Monday. Please say a prayer for me.
I am so grateful for all of the friendships I have. It means so much to me and my family. Becca:)
Here is a picture of me bald and dancing with my physical therapist a day after my surgery. Cancer free!!!
